Long Day!!

Okay... yeah... so it has been a LONG time since I have posted anything in here, but tonight I feel like this may help me to get a few things off of my chest!   The past few days have been so completely rough!  I cannot tell you everything that is going on inside of my head.  As many people know, my Grandpa has been really sick and the doctors do not know what is going on and why he is in so much pain.  They found a mass on his lungs that could be cancer and they are going to remove it on Friday.  I am so scared for him!  Everyone wonders if he is strong enough to make it through the surgery.... I cannot imagine going fishing next summer without him!  I am asking everyone to please pray for him and my family!

I cannot believe that I am almost done with my senior year!  There is so much to think about!  I am writing resumes and talking to companies, setting up interviews and getting more and more stressed everyday!  I thought that graduation was going to be a happy thing for me, but to be honest it is scaring the hell out of me!  Brian is going through much of the same, and worrying about me and what I am going to do, making him just as stressed as I am.  It has been hard on our relationship and I am worried that we are getting too busy to devote the time needed for our relationship.  My support system between Brian and my family is a little shaky and it has been hard going through much of this on my own, hanging on to a few very close friends (thanks Katy and Ashley!).  If anyone has a quick fix for nerves, man am I willing to listen.

On the bright side of the spectrum... Dance Marathon is going well and we are quickly approaching the day!  I am so sad that this is my last year.  Honestly, if it was not for Dance Marathon ( and H20) and the people I have met through them, I am not sure I would have made it through school.  I am going to miss it so much!  I hope to see everyone at Dance Marathon... FOR THE KIDS!

Well, I think that the only thing that I can do right now is try to get some sleep..... I guess I have to leave everything in HIS hands..... good night guys and God Bless.....

Okay.. so yeah.... it has been a LONG time since I have had the chance to write in here.  It turns out that summer is officially over and I am back in good old Bowling green.  When did this happen?  It's like one minute I am enjoying time on the beach and the next I am shuffling through papers, boxes, and clothing and getting attacked by twisted computer cords. 

The new roomie is nice and I think that we are going to get along great!  I am optimistic this semester.  I think I am going to have a long and hard semester, but at the end I think it is going to be rewarding.  Wish me luck!

After 4 hours of unpacking... I am heading to bed.  Hope you guys have a great night!!!!

WOW!  I cannot believe that we have been out of school for a whole month now!  It does not seem like it has been that long. So not too much has been going on.  Still trying to juggle a few summer classes over the internet.. boy was that decision ever a mistake!  Brian and I are able to spend a little more time with one another, but it can still be difficult to be together at times.  As of last week, I am still working on getting everything worked out for next year.  I am still not sure if I wanna go back to BG or not.  Guess I have a few more weeks to figure that out!

Brian and I are looking forward to a camping trip in a few weeks.  We will finally have some time to be by ourselves and relax! This Saturday I am going rock climbing (actual rocks, not a rock wall) with some of my friends.  I am really looking forward to give it a try and learn something new.

Well.. I cannot really think of anything else right now.  Hope all are having a good summer!